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True Crime, Weed, & Leggings: Making Consent Matter in a Hookup Culture
Canna Flavor of the Day: Homegrown Blue Dream in a joint. Music Vibes: I'm Good-Jelly Roll I finally got to enjoy a thunderstorm & sat outside until thunder cracked just above my head. I jumped so high I nearly fell out of my chair. I yelled at OM to follow & I was out! I have way too many trees to sit outside when the storm is that close—I’m not trying to be the Wicked Witch of the East. I’ll keep my evil, witchy ways, but I don’t need a house taking me out so someone can
Ash Rae
Apr 124 min read


Lonely Roads and Luminous Moments: A Journey of Finding Light In The Loneliness (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Inflorescense Post Melon pre-roll Music Vibes: Granite- Sleep Token Somebody, please take my credit card from me. I am not responsible enough to have money in card form, especially when I try using it to cope lol. I usually love the holidays, but I'm also always anxiously awaiting their passing. Seasonal depression is a thing for me every year. I have been feeling a bit lonely lately. (It's worse now that Daughter is out of the house & it's literall
Ash Rae
Mar 227 min read


Life's Too Short, So Make Sure The Dick Isn't: Overcoming Life's Shortcomings (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Loud- Acai Gelly Music Vibes: Ghostface-Drayce Music Take that however you will. Just don't go cry in a corner. Overcoming life's shortcomings isn’t about perfection — it’s about showing up, learning, & moving forward no matter what hits you along the way. I'm having trouble feeling inspired today. (Funnily enough, when I revisit this article to edit & repost, I am in the same kind of funk.) Maybe smoking some Acai Gelly from Loud will help me. It's
Ash Rae
Mar 155 min read


Real Life Advice from A Beautiful Disaster Lit (Revisted)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Mary Jones Infused Grape Drink Music Vibes: What About Us- P!nk I wrote this a while ago thinking about advise I wish I had or real life advice that I think people need. Pay attention to the ones who say they're there for you — but disappear when it matters. Pay attention to those who are. Keep in mind those people who brush you off when you say you want or need to hang out. Pay attention to those who show up. Remember the “friend” who makes you do a
Ash Rae
Mar 13 min read


You Showed Me Kindness In A Sea Of Monsters: Loving Yourself Through the Depression (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Diamond Tips Pre-Roll: Animal Sherbert & Raspberry Cookies Music Vibes: Holding Out for A Hero-Frou Frou I'd like to talk about how I've been applying "Trust the Process," inspired by Macie Van Fleet, hair & makeup artist, in my own life. I've been trying to let my controlling mind chill, trusting the process of my life while I search for my positivity & drive again. (It's funny that when I revisit many of my articles, they relate to my present life
Ash Rae
Feb 156 min read


Rolling Blunts With No Pants On: Confronting the Double Standard of Female Sexuality (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Fifty Fold's Snickerdoobie infused preroll Music Vibes: I Get Off - Halestorm The double standard of female sexuality is still deeply ingrained in how society talks about sex—men are praised for desire, while women are taught to carry shame for the very same behavior. Men are cheered on and glorified for their sexual escapades, but women are considered dirty & slutty if they enjoy sex. Guys act like a woman’s vag is suddenly “unclean” if they know s
Ash Rae
Feb 85 min read


Support Your Local Girl Gang: Finding the Beauty Within Yourself Through a Boudoir Lens (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Stingers Frankenstein infused pre-roll Music Vibes: Unstoppable-Sia Before I go any further, I want to acknowledge that M is no longer in the boudoir business. I’ve personally spoken with women who felt hurt or wronged by their experience, and I don’t minimize or dismiss those stories in any way. I truly hope for healing and resolution for everyone involved. What I’m sharing here is my experience — one that was empowering, healing, and deeply impa
Ash Rae
Jan 257 min read


Wear The Heels, But Bring the Flats: Building Self-Confidence Through a Boudoir Photoshoot (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Treehaus Demon Slayer disposable Music Vibes: Ready For Myself- Nelly Furtado Doing a boudoir photoshoot with the right photographer—even if it’s just for yourself—is a huge self-love move. It was for me, at least. One of my biggest “Do It Anyway” power moves, especially after being with someone who tried to dismantle my self-worth piece by piece. This boudoir photoshoot self-confidence journey was about trusting myself, even when fear was louder t
Ash Rae
Jan 188 min read


You’re Missing What’s Right in Front of You—Wake Up! (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Stone Age Mariah Carry On My Wayward Sons of Anarchy pre-roll "Girl, you and I both know you're worth more than...
Ash Rae
Mar 9, 20255 min read


His Kiss Tastes Like Whiskey & Cigarettes: Reclaiming My Power (Revisited)
Canna Flavor of the Day: Blinker Bar Grape Disposable The other day I was having bad anxiety and I realized that I started playing...
Ash Rae
Feb 23, 20254 min read


You Wanted Me Until I Started Loving Myself: The Year I Choose Me
Canna Flavor of the Day: Plaid Jacket's Ethiopian Sky Cuddler pre-roll Let's talk New Year resolutions. I know it's late, but life has...
Ash Rae
Jan 26, 20254 min read


Your Face Makes My 🐱 Dry: The Power of Removing Yourself From An Abusive Relationship (Revisited)
Flavor of the Day: High State Farms Violet Fog indica pre-roll When you're going through or healing from a toxic relationship, you...
Ash Rae
Sep 21, 20246 min read
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