Canna Flavor of the Day: Regulator Guava Gelato Sugar Wax Music Vibes: According To You- Orianthi Hiding my body has always been normal for me. I wore things to hide my assets—oversized hoodies I could shrink into, baggy clothing so men wouldn’t think I was an easy target, or so women wouldn’t think I was showing off to their husbands. The more I could hide, the safer I felt. Learning body confidence for women isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about unlearning the sham

Canna Flavor of the Day: Plume's Creamy Pushpop Hash Rosin Music Vibes: Drive- The Cars Guna brave our local torture chamber, Badger Mountain, with a dear friend tonight. It's not really a mountain, but it's a steep fuckin' hill that many gather around to willingly DIE.... A slow, excruciating death by… (seriously wtf are we thinking??)… climbing this steep ass hill, turn after turn, only to realize you’re not even close to the end—you’ve still got more UP to go! You keep

Canna Flavor of the Day: Stingers Frankenstein infused pre-roll Music Vibes: Unstoppable-Sia Before I go any further, I want to acknowledge that M is no longer in the boudoir business. I’ve personally spoken with women who felt hurt or wronged by their experience, and I don’t minimize or dismiss those stories in any way. I truly hope for healing and resolution for everyone involved. What I’m sharing here is my experience — one that was empowering, healing, and deeply impa

If you've had a conversation or two with me, you know I can be blunt, sarcastic, fiery, and often have the mouth of a sailor. Conversely, I can be witty, charming, have an above-average vocabulary, and can find a pun or play-on-words in almost anything. I wish there were a happy medium, but I tend to violently swing either one way or the other. shrug There is nothing wrong with either side of my conversational personalities. There's a time and place for either sassy Willow or

Canna Flavor of the Day: Treehaus Demon Slayer disposable Music Vibes: Ready For Myself- Nelly Furtado Doing a boudoir photoshoot with the right photographer—even if it’s just for yourself—is a huge self-love move. It was for me, at least. One of my biggest “Do It Anyway” power moves, especially after being with someone who tried to dismantle my self-worth piece by piece. This boudoir photoshoot self-confidence journey was about trusting myself, even when fear was louder t

Canna Flavor of the Day: Honey Stixx-Dark Rainbows X Blackberry infused pre-roll Music Vibes: Love Bites (So Do I)-Halestorm I love the unexpected conversations that turn deep, where a person trusts you enough to tell you their soul. It's an absolute honor to be someone's confidant & I don't take it lightly. It’s hard for me to trust people, so when someone entrusts me with their truth, I guard that trust fiercely. I've had friends, ex-boyfriends, co-workers, and old bosses

Hello all you wonderful Beautiful Disaster Lit readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've missed you all so much! Are you as excited as I am with the return of BDL and the fabulous Ash Rae?! Epic awesomeness is back in the house! It's gonna be legit! WOOT! I thought the first order of business would be to update everyone on my current haps and creative journey whatnots. 2023 & 2024 were the worst of my life, but 2025 was off the hook good and now everything is looking rosy!

Flavor of the Day: Oowee's Strawberry Gelato cartridge Music Vibes: Fight Song- Rachel Platten Living life as an anxious overthinker, I have been too worried about my outer appearance or how other people perceive me. I can admit that my vanity, at times, has more to do with being self-conscious than it does with being vain. I want my outward appearance to fully camouflage the fact that I don't have it together & I am a mess on the inside. Ironically, the days I wear the most

Canna Flavor of the Day: Stone Age Mariah Carry On My Wayward Sons of Anarchy pre-roll "Girl, you and I both know you're worth more than...

Canna Flavor of the Day: Blinker Bar Grape Disposable The other day I was having bad anxiety and I realized that I started playing...