I'm Too Curvy For Summer Anyways: Navigating COVID-19 (Revisited)

Flavor of the Day: Death Star

I had a quarantine plan; take it day by day. (Little did I know how long it would last.) I set aside some games and movies for me and Daughter to do while we're stuck in the house together. I also had books to keep me occupied, but I probably didn't read as much as I could have.

I really enjoyed watching Friends With Benefits again. I miss my DVD era, where I was outside more than in and would forget my phone or shut it off and pop in a DVD & watch a movie as uninterrupted as I could raising a kiddo on my own. I didn't have a care in the world. I envision this while I sit in my fancy-ass hammock that LYD gave to me for my birthday. It was probably one of my favorite gifts from her; there was thought into it. Let's face it, she's given me a lot of gifts that I love.

Goddamn, watching the movie makes me think of how much I miss the FWB agreement, though. No drama, dope ass times, and great sex. I liked not worrying if someone was going to text me back or not. I like being about to do your own thing and not stressing if the other is fucking you over in some way. Just enjoying life and the people in it. Just recently, I had a seriously dope conversation, kinda deep really, and then we went to the bedroom, gave each other head, and had sex.

I ponder (funny word, but it fits) that maybe I just get too fucking stuck in labels and shit, that I forget who I am and how to be happy. I forget to just live in the moment & not get caught up in my own limiting thoughts. At the time I wrote this article, I was enjoying the moment while DC and OM were playing in the yard while planning a game night quarantine with a friend. Trying to let my faith overcome my fear. (Let's face it. I was TERRIBLE at being in quarantine, but I don't regret not letting being scared stop me. I did what I felt was best for the situation.)

Let me know your thoughts on all of this COVID-19 business. Like, it almost seems like an evil in the world, but our reaction to it can be what tips the scales of good and evil. Why the fuck hoard TP & water?? Seriously, do you guys shit that much? (Yes, COVID was the worst of flu's but people hoarding made things so much worse.) Why take baby wipes from the baby's who actually need that shit. Fucking reach out when you see someone in need, mentally, physically, or materially. Shit, if someone needs a smile, be their fucking smile. If someone needs TP and you're in a position to give it, fucking give it. If someone needs to mentally decompress with a BJ or a hug, goddamn give it. Seriously. Pay. It. Forward. Help those who are in more need than you are right now.

So comment! I know you have nothing else to do in quarantine mother fuckers and I kept this shit short and sweet for LYD, so she better effing read it!

Peace, Happy, and Love Babes

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