Poetry Corner: I'm Done

Finally admitting to myself that we are done

Even though deep inside, I know you're possibly the one

A single tear does not fall, my chest so numb

I got my wish granted, you are now long gone

Our connection is so real, that I can't help but hurt

I cannot cry for you, your eyes so curt

It's so damn easy for you to push me aside

Yet for me, it's like an ocean with no tide

The calm green sea, allows my mind to drift

The stars and the moon make me wonder "What if?"

However, this ocean cannot ever be completely calm

Being without its tide, is like getting rid of its song

This wall I've built up that everyone can see

Would only start to crumble when you were near me

Wiping me out, for you so incredibly simple

Yet, I cannot go without feeling your pull

For years I've been so strong, you make me weak

That's why I pushed you away, I cannot be meek

No longer will I be able to lay on your chest

You didn't know it, but is you who knew me best

I kept a secret from you that I dare not reveal

Not once did I know, my guarded heart you would steal

That's all that will be said, the gate is back up

A mystery that I ran from, a truth I've given up

Not once will either of us look back

Our pride is too strong, our stubbornness will not lack

Intensity I've never felt before, yet I cannot shed a tear

Never again will we get our connection back, year after year

You were the dynamite to my heart-turned-stone

I was so linked to you, yet I felt always alone

A new beginning to find what I deserve

An ending for us, the final rocky curve

I wish you knew how much I cared

I wish your feelings for me, you would've shared

I must turn to the next chapter without you

So goodbye handsome, I will no longer be blue

🖤💋💨